I was at my cousin’s house last week. he is a man of a thousand trades; one day he’s a record producer, next he’s a photoshop genius, the next he is in a band with people across the country. the kid’s a real prodegy. lately hes put together a new boardgame. he got bored one night, and just started making things that looked like pokemon cards. i never watched pokemon, ever, and this isnt a lie to keep my tail from getting burnt by the interns. i had satellite tv growing up, and one show we surprisingly (thank goodness) that we didnt get was pokemon.
to make a long story short, he made a certain card to enable the player to skip a battle. this card is called “heaven’s rays”, and sports a picture of clouds, with rays of light shooting from them. beneath the picture is a caption that goes soemthing like “You look up and see the rays from heaven shining. You are so fixed upon it that you miss the next battle”
Wow. why didnt i think of that before. Really…
This week, ive especially been doing that. ive been trying extra hard to give the Lord my all, or most of it at least. After a few days of simply resisting my flesh, i could feel that i can talk to him in prayer much deeper than before. My patience is much better and i havent been struggling in the anger, self loathing since last week. and if i do start to, i feel that Jesus nudges me and is like, its ok, ur still learning. wow, why couldnt i have got on this bandwagon 3 years ago? i can truly say that in this season, i am starting to truly feel change.
